fallenfaces

You said you’re not a kid..but why did you let your pathetic-nerdy cousin manipulate you? let him ruin us. Now I know, it’s all about him controling you from the very start. I didn’t see it coming. It caught me by surprise. How could I, you blinded me. His motives are clear now, though. He ruin other peoples’ lives coz he has none.  His using yours coz he can’t make his own. He did not succeed ruining my barkada, how cud he?!. We’ve been together for years. And us,.. barely a month.I’m not dumbfounded at all. You’ve fell for that. He is crushed so he takes it out on me. I am rotten, I am filthy,,, If he is to be believed. But you alone could know the truth behind all this shit. He had done this, coz I turned him down. It is you that I took you coz I love you, after all That’s what you wanted.

-" I won’t be the one who’s going to let you down. Maybe you’ll get what you want this time around."  -" I must confess it can feel good to feel pain, like breaking waves and getting caught in the rain."
and i quote.

But I really wish you’re happy. We had our time, and it was fun.
As for him,
He can never be happy,He can never have the girl he wanted, I assure you both for that.
He won.You let him.But I didn’t lost.
On the day like today, you’d be crazy not to want me to teach you the way. You should wake up before the wrath comes. You’ ve chosen heaven over the earth and me, I should take off. Now help me pray for the death of everything new. Do yourself a favor and ask yourself why did you made the transition. This is the time I stopped lying down for I won’t play dead anymore.
This is not a perfect circle after all , [ like the ring you slid through my finger nor the beaded thing you let me put in your wrist ]
but it’s you who held the lost chain.

So don’t get infuriated everytime I call you a kid,,because  You Are!…You have justified for that. But then again, that’s the reason I fell for you.

Deal with it! Face me like the man you said you are. Or just linger without a purpose…run her like a blade through my heart.